Start.Of.Something.New.

Apple tree

2011-01-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top

of the tree.

Breaking?

2011-01-19T13:56:00.005+08:00

Recently many things happened which bothers my feelings and my mood a lot. Did you see it coming? Did you ever have such thoughts of it? Did you even imagine it to happen? If you can then you'll know. That distasteful feeling I felt. Remember your first day of school when your parents sent & left you at the kindergarten, where the place and people are a total stranger to you. You're alone. So do everyone else. But after few minutes, you already made a lot of new friends and playing hide and seek with them. This is because you don't hide the true you in front of them.

Remember the friends you had in primary and secondary school. Or even college friends. How many are them do you still keep in touch with or that they even talked to you? Yes, that's the distasteful feeling I'm talking about. I hated it. Imagine this we are best friends and claimed ourselves as brothers or sisters now, but what about the future, can our relationship hold? Even as brothers for life? I doubt it now. Don't get me wrong about brotherhood or sisterhood but it's true. How many will lend you a hand when you face bigger problems? How many will stay when you have sickness? Or how many will stick around when they found out you did something wrong?

I know I have cause the pain to my friend lately. On behalf of the others, I apologized to you for our wrong doing. We may have get carried away, playing too much and overdo it. But we didn't mean to do it. We didn't know that you'll get mad and serious till you did such actions. It made me regret and disappointed. Do you know that? I guess not. I guess you don't even give a fuck anymore. But still, I want to say this. Compare to the others, you're the closes thing to me among the others. Although sometime I do wonder how much we're changing, but I'm feeling that we're still the same old person that we've known. I thought this thing might shaken our friendship only but I never thought of it going to end up such way.

I want this friendship and brotherhood of ours to last long till the dreams of ours able to attend each others wedding ceremony and have reunion dinner when we're like 50's, 60's or 70's and able to reminisce what we're doing now. I really hope that we can overcome any obstacles that life throws at us that challenges our friendship and hey, brothers fight too. Just hope that you'll back with us after you cool down. I promise you I won't do things that might hurt you. And I'll let you guys bully me. I don't mind. I just hope it to be back like last time. Don't emo too long ok? We're really sorry brother..hope you forgive us..

I seen a man

2011-01-15T10:37:00.002+08:00

I seen a man,

I seen a man with the crack of lightning in his feet.

I seen a man who feels the soul through his soles,
But his mind is not laced tightly.
His spirit is twisted, ankled to the will of the surroundings.

I seen a man and he has gift,
But beware, his heart may be callous and his will heels at nothing.

I seen a man with illusionary razor blades cutting further into his attention span.
Unaware of the passing years he has yet to catch up to.

Now he marches in mediocrity with the capacity to be great.
Only his dreams separate him now.
Thoughts that filled the air appear within and confuse him of his insight.

I seen a man in a room where the fourth wall clouds his thoughts from his everyday persistence,
And required words trying to find one another explore every part of his existence.

The existential, experiential, surrealistic, unbound potential wakes him up at night
subconsciously aware of the thoughts that fill the air.

As death falls upon deaf ears, the puddle of life returning,
Blind eyes become the seer of life beyond the sight of mortal fear.

I seen a man.

I seen a man.

How Are You?

2011-01-06T09:51:00.006+08:00

How Are You
今天的你,

想念着每天的你,
你和我是否需要一点温习,
多希望腻在一起,
不管今天星期几,
想念你慢慢变成我的呼吸.

^___^

2.0.1.1.

2011-01-04T19:23:00.002+08:00

A great year of 2010 just passed by without and sense of realization about what was or were happened. Time flies in a blink of an eye. Today is already the 4th day of Year 2011 and I haven't made any new year resolutions yet. Well, I'm going to start make a list of it later on.

Year 2010. What can I say. I'm gonna cherish u. Reminiscing all the memories, the good and fun times..the hard and tough times..the sad and moody times..You've made me who I am today. You gave me a lot of new experiences. You made me grow up. You changed me. Though it ain't perfect with those ups and downs but I definitely appreciate it.

Year 2011. I know it will be a lucky year for me that is why I'm looking forward for you.

Flashback on what I did on new years eve. I was celebrating for the first time in Miri with my friends and it was indeed a great one. We did lots of crazy stuff not to say others but myself which almost get into accident on New Year. But luckily everything's fine. :D

Year 2011 will definitely be a better one. I pray for it.

Happy New Year peeps!

不成熟

2010-10-26T10:31:00.005+08:00

原本以为自己已18岁了..
思想就应该是蛮成熟了的..
可是..
当别人讲出更让我震撼的东西时..
才发现..
原来自己一点也不成熟..
不论是在处理事情..
还是在思维方面..

都觉得很幼稚...

Sometimes in Life

2010-10-21T12:03:00.004+08:00

Sometimes in life,you find a special friend.
Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.This is forever friendship.
When you're down and the world seems dark and empty,your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through the hard times,the sad times and the confused times.If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows.
If you lose your way,your forever friend guides you and cheers you up.
Friends are always friends no matter how far you have to travel back in time.If you have memories together,there is always a piece of your friendship inside your heart.

As life goes on...

2010-08-11T16:27:00.004+08:00

I know some of you may wondered why i deleted my blog posts few years past. Well I don't have specific reason for that. Just that when I looked back to these posts, it brings back the nostalgia and countless memories made in the past.

As life goes on, these memories were just history. A life story which us,ourselves experienced and it'll be a story to be told to our son or daughter, or even our grandchildren in the future. And we'll be proud of what we've achieved and we've done as we grow old.

It's had been 9 months since I left my secondary school life. Now I'm on my way to achieve my dreams. New chapters unfolds. New journey awaits me. New history will be made.

Things change, people change. But it doesn't mean that I'll forget my past or try covered it up. It means that it's time for me to move on. Leave all behind and make new ones.=)

"The journey between what you once were and who you are now becoming is where the dance of life really takes place"

......

2010-07-16T11:19:00.004+08:00

Peoples finding their true love for whole life

some people found it easily

some are not.

We tried and moved to another places

just to tell ourselves that

we may found our love here

maybe in a new place

maybe in a new country

but now it's was just self-convinced for me

Each city

are fulled with

broken hearts

fixed hearts

or even

hollowed hearts

so even where we are

still the same

what makes it same is

LOVE

a simple word

but it comes with

thousand and million ways to describe it

so , maybe we are not alone

when you found someone

who is having same Love stories with you

then you will know

even we don't have love

It doesn't really mean anything

But now I've learned

It takes few years to build up trust and love on each other
But it just few seconds to change and ruined it
All these while
I thought..
I was right..
I trust..
I believe..
In the end..

What's left..
Empty and Nothingness..